further you walk this path, the harder it looks. The mountain seem so high as if you never going to finish climbing up. you hears a sound coming right from the top of the mountain,
this still small voice saying, "You are doing real fine. Come on, go on. You can do it."
This voice somehow gives you the strength, this still small voice encourages you. At first, You were still doing fine then well the time passes quickly, and again you felt tired. Lifting up your head, the way seem to be so long and never ends.
You started to doubt the voice coming from above,
though the voice keeps coming saying, "you are doing real fine. Come on, go on. You can do it."
adding on the higher you go, there are little small rocks falling down from above,
then you blame the person up there saying, "Why are you doing this to me, you ask me to go on and yet you throw down rocks as though you are asking me to give up."
You get so angry and blame every single problems.
You was about to give up not knowing that just one more, just one more step you take you will reach the top of the mountain.
You decided to release your hands, letting go, giving up.
just at this point of time, A hand held you up, and finally you saw Him.
He said, "Well done, you have grow stronger. You have pass the test i have set for you."
time and time again, we doubt God, we blame God. But never have you once realise because of the way He set, because of the tests He give you, you become stronger than before.
I come to realise almost fully how Paul praises God even at his bottom of the pit.
To W320:
Hey, w320ians. I just want to say let's pray faithfully.
Trust in Him, have faith.
Let's refuse to give up and hold on to His promises. He will come and hold us up saying, "You have done well!"
Let's work together as a family, be like Jesus. Go to the world and do Him proud. (: You can do it, I believe in you. He can move the mountain, our God is mighty to save, He is mighty to save, forever Aurthur of salvation...
To God:
I remember you saying the world will change but you will never. Father, I want to be there when you needs me, I want to do whatever you wants me to, I do not want to give up on your promises, holding them tightly like a little child in your kingdom. I do not have much in my hands, all I have is you. Jesus, show me how to live. Teach me how to pray. I want to be your light, the one that represent you on earth through the days, when you come down and bring me up, I want to stay faithful for you, faithful in every little things, faithful in you. Of all my imperfectness, your grace and mercy covers me. I thank you for everything you done in my life. I will never give up this race for you.
love,
torance